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Thursday, September 03, 2009
I'm a Fish Out of Water
So here's the thing :
I'M LIVING IN JAPAN NOW !!!
Big ? I know .
At first it was VERY VERY hard . Saying goodbye to everyone I know back home and can't see them for a year was absolutely a pain for me .
Gimana ya ? Gw ngakuin kalo gw adalah orang yang cengeng , tapi bukan berarti lemah . Nangis bukan berarti lemah (menurut gw) , itu cuma salah satu cara melegakan perasaan . Karena kalo gw nahan perasaan gw , asma gw akan dengan segera kambuh .
Anyway , as I get here , I was so happy because I have almost everything that I need to live for a year . Ada mesin cuci , microwave , ac , and hot water bath !! Thank God . Tapi banyak juga barang2 yang ga ada . Tempat sampah , kotak serbaguna , lap dsb musti gw beli lagi . Lumayan , belanja kayak gitu menghabiskan sekita 8000-an Yen (mencakup barang2 sehari2 juga kayak deterjen , beras , dsb) . Tapi tanpa barang2 itu , bisa2 kamar gw jorok dan gw tidak bisa ngurus kamar , so it was worth it .
Kampus belum mulai . Tnggal 9 baru orientasi segala macem , mulai kuliahnya tanggal 24 (ya Allah) . Jadi masih nyantai2 aja , oia gw juga lagi melancarkan lagi naik sepeda , semoga ga jatoh . Gw merasa asiiiiiing banget .
Gw emang orang yg SKSD , tapi kalo gw lagi pengen diem ya gw dieeeeeem aja . I hope no one got offended by that . Karena gw masih ngerasa homesick , jadi gw agak dalam kondisi bad mood . Tapi thank God , berkat skype dll gw masih bisa kontak sama keluarga dan terutama sama Satria .
I miss them so very much .
I guess being a fish out of water is the best describing my condition right now .
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Yes , We Will Be Apart
Pisah .
Pasangan mana sih yang mau pisah ?
Apalagi pisahnya sampe pisah negara segala .
No couple would ever wants that .
Including me and my boyfriend .
When I got this scholarship , I was so thrilled and I still am .
But lately , it just bites even harder .
And suddenly I found myself staring at a very limited amount of time ahead .
I will be going on September 1st .
It is soon .
Nangis ?
Jangan ditanya .
Ngebayangin tanpa temen .
Tanpa keluarga .
Even worse , tanpa Satria .
He's my bestfriend in the world .
No one knew me better than him .
Listen to my every story .
Cheer me up every time I got beaten up .
He's anything and everything that matter the most .
How could I ever be apart from him ??
Well , reality check .
I will be apart from him .
VERY SOON .
Is it hard ?
Damn right it is .
Meskipun masih barengan , tapi sakitnya udah mulai kerasa .
Gw takut . Gw ga pernah jauh sama dia .
Tapi , gimanapun reality bites hard .
Sakit , but I have to endure it .
I owe Satria a lot .
Bisa mengerti bahwa pacarnya harus pisah negara adalah hal yang sangat demanding .
Tapi seperti kata Michael Buble di lagunya Home :
That's why I think he's not just the best boyfriend ever .
He is the greatest friend who always believe in me .
No matter how bitchy , silly , and moody I am .
Pasangan mana sih yang mau pisah ?
Apalagi pisahnya sampe pisah negara segala .
No couple would ever wants that .
Including me and my boyfriend .
When I got this scholarship , I was so thrilled and I still am .
But lately , it just bites even harder .
And suddenly I found myself staring at a very limited amount of time ahead .
I will be going on September 1st .
It is soon .
Nangis ?
Jangan ditanya .
Ngebayangin tanpa temen .
Tanpa keluarga .
Even worse , tanpa Satria .
He's my bestfriend in the world .
No one knew me better than him .
Listen to my every story .
Cheer me up every time I got beaten up .
He's anything and everything that matter the most .
How could I ever be apart from him ??
Well , reality check .
I will be apart from him .
VERY SOON .
Is it hard ?
Damn right it is .
Meskipun masih barengan , tapi sakitnya udah mulai kerasa .
Gw takut . Gw ga pernah jauh sama dia .
Tapi , gimanapun reality bites hard .
Sakit , but I have to endure it .
I owe Satria a lot .
Bisa mengerti bahwa pacarnya harus pisah negara adalah hal yang sangat demanding .
Tapi seperti kata Michael Buble di lagunya Home :
And I know just why you could not come along with me . Cause this was not your dream , but you always believe in me .
That's why I think he's not just the best boyfriend ever .
He is the greatest friend who always believe in me .
No matter how bitchy , silly , and moody I am .
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I Just Want To Talk
Kalian ,
Siapapun yang merasa menyakiti gw di masa lalu dan sekarang .
Yang menghirup udara yang sama dengan gw .
Yang membohongi gw dari hari ke hari .
Terserah lah gw mau dibilang berlebihan atau apapun .
But I do have the rights to know !!
I had enough of being yelled at everytime !
Gw itu manusia !!!
Punya perasaan , punya hati .
Emang dimarahin tiap waktu itu ga ada rasanya ?
Gw ga tuli !!!!
Ga perlu bentak-bentak .
Ga perlu sinis-sinis .
Sakit tau disinisin tuh .
Sakit tau dimarahin tuh .
Sakit tau dibentak-bentak tuh .
Lebih sakit lagi dibohongin .
Kalian pasti ga tau betapa jauh perjalanan yang harus gw tempuh untuk menjadi seseorang yang sober dan tau mau dibawa kemana hidup ini .
Padahal kalian busy with your own problem and
THAT FUCKIN' GUY U DATED LONG TIME AGO !!!
Yang kalo gw bisa , gw sunat sampe abis itu orang .
Di sisi lain , I was struggled to gain my life back .
SENDIRI !!
Menghadapi kebohongongan2 , fights , eveything .
MALU DONG WOY !!!
Bayangin being alone !!!
I can't talk to you anymore .
When I try to talk , you guys always busy with work .
Busy with Blackberry .
Busy with yourself .
And all u guys did was just yell at me the whole time .
Saat gw mulai merasakan damai .
Kenapa fakta yang ada malah nyakitin gw ?
Apa gw ga berhak buat merasa tenang ??
GAK BOLEH , HAH ?!?!
Apa salah gw kalo ada sesuatu yang salah dalam hidup kalian ??
Apa gw layak mendapatkan bentakan2 itu ??
Gw bukan batu !
Apa sih hal yang ga gw lakukan buat kalian ??
I DESERVE MORE THAN THIS .
I will grow up myself .
No thanks to you .
And I hope you happy with your choice .
I certainly not .
Siapapun yang merasa menyakiti gw di masa lalu dan sekarang .
Yang menghirup udara yang sama dengan gw .
Yang membohongi gw dari hari ke hari .
Terserah lah gw mau dibilang berlebihan atau apapun .
But I do have the rights to know !!
I had enough of being yelled at everytime !
Gw itu manusia !!!
Punya perasaan , punya hati .
Emang dimarahin tiap waktu itu ga ada rasanya ?
Gw ga tuli !!!!
Ga perlu bentak-bentak .
Ga perlu sinis-sinis .
Sakit tau disinisin tuh .
Sakit tau dimarahin tuh .
Sakit tau dibentak-bentak tuh .
Lebih sakit lagi dibohongin .
Kalian pasti ga tau betapa jauh perjalanan yang harus gw tempuh untuk menjadi seseorang yang sober dan tau mau dibawa kemana hidup ini .
Padahal kalian busy with your own problem and
THAT FUCKIN' GUY U DATED LONG TIME AGO !!!
Yang kalo gw bisa , gw sunat sampe abis itu orang .
Di sisi lain , I was struggled to gain my life back .
SENDIRI !!
Menghadapi kebohongongan2 , fights , eveything .
MALU DONG WOY !!!
Bayangin being alone !!!
I can't talk to you anymore .
When I try to talk , you guys always busy with work .
Busy with Blackberry .
Busy with yourself .
And all u guys did was just yell at me the whole time .
Saat gw mulai merasakan damai .
Kenapa fakta yang ada malah nyakitin gw ?
Apa gw ga berhak buat merasa tenang ??
GAK BOLEH , HAH ?!?!
Apa salah gw kalo ada sesuatu yang salah dalam hidup kalian ??
Apa gw layak mendapatkan bentakan2 itu ??
Gw bukan batu !
Apa sih hal yang ga gw lakukan buat kalian ??
I DESERVE MORE THAN THIS .
I will grow up myself .
No thanks to you .
And I hope you happy with your choice .
I certainly not .
Friday, July 17, 2009
I Heart Paris !!
I think Paris is amazing . Here's why :
couple can kiss EVERYWHERE . And I would love to actually try it without worrying that my parents will strangle me because of that .
The Women From Concrete Jungle
I wish I can go to NY someday .
It's because the women is the so-called "glamazon" .
Woman who live the life of the concrete jungle .
Those who rules the urban cool life .
I'm so jealous .
Here I can even wear my heels without curious stare from people .
I just hate it when they do that .
Kalo gue pake high heels emang kenapa sih ?
Kenapa juga gitu yah musti ngeliatiiiin aja ??
I mean , fashion should be fun .
Not being a like a freak-show that require a stare or something .
Geee....
Let those skanky fashion offenders BE GONE !!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Flats Anyone ??
First of all , let me tell you this :
I HATE SANDALS !!
Not because it's ugly or I'm too fancy to wear it . It's just I have a terrible toes and I'm pretty much short , so I don't get along very well with sandals .
Besides , I have a hard time to pull off a look with sandals .
In fact , I wear sandals ONLY when I go to the beach .
And wearing a really insane shorts .
Other than that , I will pass .
But these babies are delicious , rite ?
Especially the blue one .
It's so catchy and poppin'
I love it .
The design is quite awkward , which I love .
And the red nails really makes it POP !
So this summer sandals are really making a comeback .
I HATE SANDALS !!
Not because it's ugly or I'm too fancy to wear it . It's just I have a terrible toes and I'm pretty much short , so I don't get along very well with sandals .
Besides , I have a hard time to pull off a look with sandals .
In fact , I wear sandals ONLY when I go to the beach .
And wearing a really insane shorts .
Other than that , I will pass .
But these babies are delicious , rite ?
Especially the blue one .
It's so catchy and poppin'
I love it .
The design is quite awkward , which I love .
And the red nails really makes it POP !
So this summer sandals are really making a comeback .
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Kelas B-Quw Tersayang.......
Mungkin postingan ini kesannya ga penting......
Atau mungkin kerasa sok penting .
Yah intinya sih , jangan dihujat ya ! Curcol nih gw .
Pas gw liat foto ini , gw jadi berasa kangen ama kelas B .
Kelas yang bareng2 menjalani sulitnya kehidupan bermahasiswa selama 3 taon .
Kelas yang kalo gw cabut dengan senang hati dititipin absen (wakakak makasih ye) .
Kelas yang selalu rame kalo pelajaran Pak Ade .
Kelas dimana gw nemuin Bonbin PSBJ .
We've came a long way .
Udah jauh ya perjalanan sama kelas B .
Mungkin pas gw ketemu kalian lagi taon depan , udah ada yang mau lulus .
Mungkin udah ga sekelas lagi karena ada yang ngambil Lingu , ada juga yang ngambil Sastra .
Gak bisa gosip lagi sama Ryan .
Gak bisa beli pulsa dan pinjem majalah lagi sama Deisha .
Gak bisa lagi belajar bareng Vidi .
Gak bisa lagi pulang bareng Feby dan Dhinie .
Gak bisa lagi nitip absen ke Dara .
Gak bisa lagi minta minum ke Puput .
dan gak bisa-gak bisa lainnya .
Udah mau mewek gini gw hahahaha .
LEBAY GILA !
Ah sebodo deh .
Gw cuma pengen bilang TERIMA KASIH .
Terima kasih ya temen-temen....
Karena gw kadang ngesok .
Karena gw kadang toa .
Karena gw kadang sotoy .
Dan karena-karena lain yang bikin kalian pengen ngejitak gw pake martil .
Tapi kalian masih mau temenan sama gw . Masih mau maklumin gw .
I will be missing all of you .
Meskipun gw belum tentu juga jadi ke Jepang .
Tapi kalo emang jadi , kayaknya susah nemuin Kelas B di belantara Tenri sono hehehe .
Kalopun ga jadi , tetep aja pasti kita ada yang ga sekelas lagi .
Huuuuffff........
Udah ah , gw mo mewek beneran .
Atau mungkin kerasa sok penting .
Yah intinya sih , jangan dihujat ya ! Curcol nih gw .
Pas gw liat foto ini , gw jadi berasa kangen ama kelas B .
Kelas yang bareng2 menjalani sulitnya kehidupan bermahasiswa selama 3 taon .
Kelas yang kalo gw cabut dengan senang hati dititipin absen (wakakak makasih ye) .
Kelas yang selalu rame kalo pelajaran Pak Ade .
Kelas dimana gw nemuin Bonbin PSBJ .
We've came a long way .
Udah jauh ya perjalanan sama kelas B .
Mungkin pas gw ketemu kalian lagi taon depan , udah ada yang mau lulus .
Mungkin udah ga sekelas lagi karena ada yang ngambil Lingu , ada juga yang ngambil Sastra .
Gak bisa gosip lagi sama Ryan .
Gak bisa beli pulsa dan pinjem majalah lagi sama Deisha .
Gak bisa lagi belajar bareng Vidi .
Gak bisa lagi pulang bareng Feby dan Dhinie .
Gak bisa lagi nitip absen ke Dara .
Gak bisa lagi minta minum ke Puput .
dan gak bisa-gak bisa lainnya .
Udah mau mewek gini gw hahahaha .
LEBAY GILA !
Ah sebodo deh .
Gw cuma pengen bilang TERIMA KASIH .
Terima kasih ya temen-temen....
Karena gw kadang ngesok .
Karena gw kadang toa .
Karena gw kadang sotoy .
Dan karena-karena lain yang bikin kalian pengen ngejitak gw pake martil .
Tapi kalian masih mau temenan sama gw . Masih mau maklumin gw .
I will be missing all of you .
Meskipun gw belum tentu juga jadi ke Jepang .
Tapi kalo emang jadi , kayaknya susah nemuin Kelas B di belantara Tenri sono hehehe .
Kalopun ga jadi , tetep aja pasti kita ada yang ga sekelas lagi .
Huuuuffff........
Udah ah , gw mo mewek beneran .
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